Saturday 12 May 2012

Hello

I'm sorry I've been away. I very nearly gave up on this entirely.

That's not true. I did give up.

I got tired of people at work ratting me out. I got tired of people I respect but slightly fear (Stalker girl is now a famous artist apparently, which is nice) still reading something that in part I felt personal. Though of course it wasn't personal because it was in the public domain and I placed it there. Mea Culpa all the way down to the gutter.

I love life. I hate life. I live with a terminal patient. Only I don't, because we're 8,000 mile apart. Again.

I create. I destroy. I have direction. I get lost.

I'm very lost now.

4 comments:

Jack said...

Chin up, fella. Glad to see you're still about. I was less strong-willed and gave up with my blog.

There really are more important things to be getting on with sometimes.

VEG said...

Yeah, I'm glad you're still around albeit rarely! I can talk though, I'm sporadic at best myself, recently. Sorry things have been fucked up and continue to be, for you. You take care of yourself. Goddamn, sometimes life is a bitch.

Red Squirrel said...

Thanks guys - I did miss the community despite everything. I hope you're both well.

Things aren't all bad, in fact I feel the need to post a, um, post....

Jack said...

S'all good. I have nothing left to post :( the Blogger inside me .. died a little ... I just like to read at the moment :) Keep it up!